So this is my dream blog. I plan on doing it anonymously. Here I keep a record of my dreams, thoughts and hopes without worrying about who reads it. I'm a very intellectual person with a very open minded personality. I have strong beliefs and never change them for anything or anyone. My obsessions are what describe who I am. I've gone through a lot in my 16 years on this earth and I've realized plenty of things about it. We were born to die.
A man who doesn’t stand up for his wife and kids is one son of a bitch. I’ve been through so much the year and most of the things I went through are my fault and the rest is my fathers. I kept telling myself that none of it was my fault but deep inside I knew it was. I’m basically the reason why my family is falling apart and every night i stay up crying and torturing myself with these thoughts. I’m afraid to talk to anyone about anything personal because the fear of being judged always bothers me. I don’t have anyone to talk to which is why I’m putting my thoughts and feelings into a blog post.
Posted 7 months ago
: Don't feel sorry! It okay, i guess i've never had a party and i thought it would be just how its like on Tv ya know?
i love you
Posted 8 months ago